Uninspired and lathargic

I am gimp and will stab you with my grabber pole!

I must apologize. One would think that because I had time off due to disability I would be invading the internet like whoa with interesting posts and the like...but alas I have not. In fact, I have half-wrote 3 posts and haven't had the motivation, patience or chutzpah to finish them.

Why? Not sure, so I'm filling the emptiness with some random blathering about nothing.

Why is it that I feel most inspired to write, create, network, etc. when I'm at my busiest? Why can't I focus on one thing at a time and give it the true attention it needs?

How was I able to fill up a week's worth of valuable time doing almost next to nothing?

When the doctor said, "you need to rest and do nothing," I didn't want to take her seriously. I did this because not doing anything is extremely hard for me. I have been battling keeping my sanity over these past days and hopefully I'm cresting the plateau onto serenity.

Because for now...I ain't making much sense and I've most likely already lost your attention.